Bittersweet farewellsAlways lied to, left behindBittersweet farewells by ShadowsGirl9
I'll be somewhere you won't find.
So it's time I do what i've wanted all along
ad vanish for now, I'm afraid i'll be gone.
No one can save me now, there's no one I can trust,
And I know you want me to stay but i must do what I must.
I try to focus on love, but the hate is still here
so now you will watch as i disappear.
I've been lost to the shadows, I need you now the most
But you aren't here so now I will vanish like a ghost.
You would have been truthful and nurtured me, if you wanted me to have stayed.
However it is far to late for that now, so you must watch me as i fade.
I can no longer take this sadness, I can no longer bear the pain
So now I walk away out into the fog and rain.
It might not be for long, maybe soon i'll come back here,
But for now im doing as I wish, and I wish to disappear.
FACEBOOK: Note me and i'll send u the link...If I trust you, that is
Animal Jam: ShadowsGirl9
MovieStarPlanet:ShadowFoxy (im not on here very often anymore though)
HERE'S HOW IM DOING!
love struck | CRUSHING BIG TIME! | hyper | excited | cheerful |free| HAPPY | calm | rampage mode | ticked off | angry| vengeful | peeved | MIXED EMOTIONS | neutral | SLEEPY | nostalgic |obsessive| uncomfortable |confused | SAD | distraught | crummy | crying | depressed | jumpy | anxious | frightened |paranoid| aroused | devious | flirtatious | plotting and scheming| THOUGHTFUL | seductive| Dead in the inside | emotionless | controlled| rebellious
|other mental issues|
||| relationship problems | being beaten up| Genderbent | Mortalized | sick | Genderbent | Other | NONE||
healthy | OKAY | so-so | sick| throwing up | hurt | injured | recovering | critically wounded | mortally wounded | hospitalized |
healthy | okay | so-so | A LITTLE OFF | hearing voices | seeing things | losing my mind | crazy| insane | never coming back | ??? |
MY BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS <3
STAMPS AND STUFF THAT DESCRIBE ME
MY SIDES; (click stamps for description)
Normal me, to most people and if I like you, 85-95% of the time:
If you start something with me and you end up on my bad side, but we could maybe make things right and go back to normal:
But if you hurt me to much, or make me too mad....(note that this is a rare state for me):
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